It’s not normal everyday stress that gets to me it’s the battle in my mind that stresses me out. I tend to stress about things that have not happen. Such as I’m going to get fired, or my wife is going to leave me, and things like that.
I’m a person that prepares for the worse so that I’m never disappointed by the outcome. I stay up late at night with all these thoughts and other things as well. I’m tired of stress because it’s just drags me down and my mood is just irritated.
I wish I didn’t have to think this way because it’s how I see the world. It’s hard not to stress about things that have not happen. When you feel deep inside you that these things will happen. It’s hard and I don’t know how to think any other way.